she called me fatso
she dont care how i feel
she's bugging me with her silly jokes such as "if aku kentut, ko batal air semayang x?"
ahh..pervert to!

she teach me to use faul words.
she laughing her ass off everyday because of my innocent mouth
she ask me to do her job such as
"ain, i give you rm1 for every cloths that you fold"
"ok"
"eh..x jadi.x jadi.50 cent!"
"sheeeshhh!!"

whenever she came to my room, she would sit on my desk, next to my laptop and bothering me all day
she's keeps blaming me for not bringing my scootie after come back from intern, and she wont stop till today
football is her joys and ive been forced to be one
i had do things that im not willing to do when im with her

you may think that i would said "oh..i hope i didnt met her"
but you're wrong.
im thankfull for being her fatso because i could called her Tam (Hitam for her darker skin from mine :P)
im relief when she didnt care how i feel because she didnt take things too deep whenever things going wrong
im flattered with her jokes because that makes me think someone is crazier than me
im enjoyed her perverty because she teach me how to appreciate myself

not single day in our friendship that we dont laugh.
we laugh everyday and that makes our friendship blooms day by day.
her pouring advice and faith fertilize my land of sober

she's my coach
she's my counselor
she's my biology teacher
she's my dictionary
she's my librarian
she's my safe guard
she's ... a lot more to say about her
but enough said.
till next time, friend...

she's leaving tonight.
its been almost three years we've been sharing in the same room.
ive seen her inside out and deals with her annoying mouth everyday.
she's loud and loves to keep me doing things for her.
its bugging me you know!

but one thing that you dont know that i dont want her to leave me alone in the room.
as much as i hate her in the room, the same amount of missing would be when she wasnt there.
her annoying mouth makes my life miserable but it had fulfilling my silence time.
her favors bothers me but i do it because i love to do it.
i dont mind making her dinner or tidy up her mess.
its all because i love her.

tiny little dragon,
as implied in ethics of care (ehem, baru abes paper CE) i cared for you because you've been with me in most of my journeys in life here.
this finally comes to an end within a blink.
thanks for being my along at the end of month.
thanks for keeping me awake to study at night.
thanks for dealing with my love life and being so understanding about it.
one thing that i THANK you a lot is for being a shoulders to lean on and keeping me track with life.
good bye dear roomie!
i really hope that we could meet up sometimes even you'll be staying at Singapore a lot.

Date: few days ago
Time: night
Place: V5G-5-2 kitchen

two people was chit-chatting and suddenly they come accross frequent word - LOL

me: why people always said LOL eh when they actually dont even laughing? the LOL it self means laughing on floor

raje: what??that is ROFL - rolling on the floor laughing la! LOL - laughing out loud kot! wargahahhaha!

me: alaa..confused laaaa!

raje: i got something to laugh la.dude, u really made my day la! hahahahahaha! ok. LOL is for laughing on floor :didnt stop laughing:

Date: tonight
Time: around 1am
Place: Ameeth (mapley)

me: aih..still hungry la (after eating nasi lemak ayam) wana roti bom somemore.

aizat: ahh..try la roti super bom.

me: eih?got a?what's the difference?

aizat: bigger la.

me: ceh..if bigger then I cannot finish meh.dont want a.

aizat: no..no..it's thicker too.

I called Ane.

me: Ane, roti super bom 1.

Ane: :shocking face: haa???

aizat: warghahahhahaha. mane ade dow!

I take anything that I could grab and throw to him.

me: (cursing)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Date: just now
Time: around 2
Place: room

aizat: weh.help me.

me: what?

aizat: help meeeeee!!!

me: whatttttt????????

aizat: help me stop laughing from ROTI SUPER BOM!

me: B#D#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

aizat: seriously dude.my tears starts to come out laughing.WARGHHAHAHA!

me: :continued cursing:

aizat: wana blog this la.

me: demiuuuuuuu!!!

now i realize, im funny.
seriously they both will remember me for LOL and ROTI SUPER BOM.
it also happens when i went out with Faiz.
i couldnt remember what i just said but I really remember he's laughing his ass off.
actually there's a lot more and it happens everyday.
i just dont know why. hahaha

mekar
bukan satunya bunga dan kumbang
tapi bunga dan lebah kerna
kumbang merosakkan bunga
tapi lebah memekarkan bunga

mekar
satu kata nama yang membentuk suatu kerja
nama yang membentuk sekumpulan komuniti
mengukir sebuah seni yang penuh warna warni

mekar
nyatanya hukum alam dengan simbiosis
begitu juga dengan anugerah ini
sebuah kemanisan jantung persahabatan

mekar
tidak semua makhluk itu kekal
tapi nama itu pasti
moga tak lupa setiap bunga dan lebah di komuniti ini :)

after pangkor was mekar day.from morning till the end of midnight was all about mekarians. we photog we played we chatted.we do everything. including our shirt too.everybody is talking about it.do i need to say more?haha.

then i went to penang.it was last minute plan and i managed to go to night safari in zoo taiping! i finally could say hi to dearest tiger and send friend's regards to some animals inside  thanks to shima for direction.it really helps dude!

we arrived around 9.30pm and we tought it was closed. i almost felt dissatisfied but when i saw someone walking inside the zoo, im clapping my hands and couldnt wait any longer.the entrance is quite gloomy and you didnt knew it was open - seriously.

with rm10 i went in and the first thing i saw was an owl. big bright eyes with one of them was sleeping already and another one looking to me right into my eyes. we saw big cats, not tiger but a real cats - just in bigger size..and fat :P

there's deer too, a group of swan, girrafes, camels, but too bad jaguar was sleeping already. ouh.not to forget babi hutan and babi jagut (pink in color.haha!) they snores and fighting each other for their clamps. there's a snake house and we saw rattles just changed his skin.another moments were seeing black tiger roaring and walking left and right as if his taking care of his territory.and the last animals for that night were an elephant who was having their meal, supper i guess.

we walked almost 2 hours and spent the night with animals shit (ouh..it smells VERY GOOD at night - very fresh!). funny but happy to see them at night with natural looking setting.

here's some of the pic that i could show. camera handphone je. hehe. from left to right: snake, a pond of fish, kucing hutan, and babi jagut.

ps:
i love him but my bestfriends dont.it's just sad.

pss:
she didnt make a big deal with silly mistakes that i made
she thinks its funny but she dont make a fun with it
..and that reminds me of her, sometimes

How did you make the sound of the waves?
debushhhhhhh~~
More or less??
How about ke-ba-bbooommm?!
Seriously. Someone really make that sound for the waves.
Ke-ba-bboooommm? Hahaha.

I finally went to the first place of my vacation - Pangkor :) with Mar and Raje.The first day went off smoothly and we got lucky to get Deluxe room for the price of Standard room at Telok Nipah.We starts the day with swimming by the pool and just only three of us till few cute kids coming to play in the pool.

Afterward we went to the beach to swim but the waves was too strong so we just sat at the bench and enjoyed our cendol and rojak buah while seeing the ocean with the sun in front of us. The sea looks gold and the wind blows to our face gracefully. The view was fantastic!

Then we went to Titi Gantung at Pasir Bogak with the wet cloths from swimming pool.We didnt bring our handphone and the taxi driver (uncle) kindly gave us small coins to call him later if we're finished.

At first me, Mar and Raje was already walking to the forest but Im kind of freak out when Mar starts to think bad thing that might happen to us.The path is kind of spooky to us. Along the road to go to Titi Gantung, there was few abandon houses and a big giant anthill for people to do their prayers.

Therefore, we went back and lepak-ing near the beach and searching any stranger who would like to join us.First, we attack a few girls from UiTM Semarak and they said they're waiting for Banana boat- "maybe later" they said.So while waiting I was thinking of kayaking but Mar didnt dare to do it - so do Raje but I insist her :P

We look out for the guy who handles the kayak but we could find him.There was few times Raje asked me to ask two guys who was eating an ice-cream for joining us to Titi Gantung. 

Raje: Jom a. Ajak derang. Nak?
Me: Xmo ar. Bek aku g ngn ko je.
Raje: Xde la. If u want to be more secure la kan.
Me: Sheeshhh.
Raje: Tgk muke derang. Mcm looser je. Bleh ar dipercayai. Hehehe.
Me: Hahahahah.Carik org len a :P
Raje: Ajak pakcik jual ice-cream tu nk?

She approached the pakcik ice-cream without me answering.Later she went back saying that:

Raje: Pakcik tu xtau dow Titi Gantung.
Me: Beh die jwb po?
Raje: Die ckp "ha?gantung?mende tu?" Aku tunjuk la situ (Titi Gantung path's not far from us) Then die kater "Ouh.Jambatan Gantung" Ruper2nyer die tak paham Titi sebab org sini panggil Jambatan Gantung.
Me: Hahahha.

See..we are soo desperate to found someone who would accompany us :P Later we found Chinese girl named which I forgot it but from the same group of UiTM.We asked her and she said yes :)

When we start walking through the path, we saw uncle already waiting for us and fall asleep.He might be worried since it supposed didnt took us too long to walk to Titi Gantung.We walk slowly so that he didnt notice we actually just about to start walking to go there. Hehe.

Raja said it was half an hour walking distance to the bridge and I found that she was exaggerating.It was just about 15minutes I guess and IT IS REALLY SAFE.Too bad we couldnt enjoy the view that long because the stranger kind of rushing *Duhh*

Later we went back and prepare to go to dinner.We talk about the waves while we were eating our dinner near the beach.The waves were really strong that night. It wasnt raining, instead the stars was dancing in the sky.Air pasang I guess.

We wanted to swim at the pool that night but we're just too tired to play with the water.So we took our mask and lie down looking at the sky near the pool.Mar mengigau dengan teruknya that night. 

Mar: Ko ni ... *bla bla* 

*ckp bahasa yang tak faham* She countinued talking for a minute and later..

Mar: Mak aku ... *bla bla* 

She's sleeping with Raje at the Queen's bed and I sleep at the single bed.I tought she was talking to Raje because she's facing her.The next day Raje asked me: 

Raje: Weh..ko tau ak Mar ngigau smalam?
Me: Tauu..ngigau paling dasyat tuh.Penat sgt kot.
Raje: Aku horror dgr tp ble aku tgk ko rilek je so aku assume ko da biase a kot.
Me: Urmphh..selaluu mcm tuh.
Raje: Cakap bahase tak paham lak tu.Aiiihhh..

The day went off with full of enjoyfull moments and we used the time very pleasantly and without rushing.On the second day we starts with snorkeling to Pulau Giam and swim in the middle of the sea.Snorkeling was really fun when the fish swim around you all the time :) Me and Raje got few scratches from the coral rock as "souvenir"

tanda ingat bak kata orang tua :P

I wish I could tell every details what we went through and too bad there is not much of picture that I could show to you guys because all we did mostly cramping the moments in our minds and hope it wouldnt be forgotten

FYP is over and I'm one step ahead to life without assignments, projects, and tests. I have a lots of planning after this and I almost forgot about MF. Thinking of leaving it. It's really troublesome la wey.haha.*peace*

Three different pictures with trees - which I'm looking forward after this.Its all about celebration babeyh!

I wont be seeing this view anymore -__-

because I'll be here

..and here for MAYBE the last time



..and I want to be here PERMANENTLY

^_________^

This week was a hectic week for me. Preparing for Pre-EDX and test.
(Does MS test counted? :P
Ouh.3 post in a week? Im trying to run from the burden.Hehe.)
That doesnt include for Final Report.
Me and few other friend tought that we can submit it or dont have to submit because it depends on SVs.
So last night, all of us enjoying and relaxing ourselves by watching movie, pillow talking (me and my roomate talk till both of us went asleep - i think around 5am)
None of us doing Final Report that night.

As expected, I woke up late and God knows why I want to check FYP at elearning.
There was an announcement for us to submit the Final Report today before 5pm.
I checked Ned's room and saw her and Shima was preparing the report.
They told that their SV asked them to submit it today.
I guess that makes me too.
I rushed woke up my roomate and told her about it.
She started to panic and felt nervous.

Supposedly, when you wake up at 1pm and know that you have to submit a report before 5, usually people will skip their lunch and start to work right?
Instead, me and Raja want to lunch and three of us could only start the report on 3pm.
My roomate start to worry and saying "I felt loser.Dont you?"
I laugh and said "Rilek2".
Hahaha.

Then, funny things start to happen.
We both started to type anything that came across our mind.
There's a time where Hazirah came to ask my roommate's help.

Hazirah: Mar, aku nk pinjam ko skejap je. Mintak tolong jap.
Mar: Aih..mende2?
Hazirah: Pinjam skejap je.
Mar: Amende?Xleh pinjam2 skang ni.Klu nk, kat sini je.Busy2.
Hazirah: Ala..xpe lah.

Hazirah's being understanding and didnt push her.
You dont tickle the sleepy dragon dont you?
In this case, crazy dragon :P
I was laughing inside because we both started to feel crazy.

My heads are blank several times cause I couldnt think what to do next.
When we finally finished our report, we found out that we run out of ink.
We started to look for Raja's ink but couldnt find it where.
Thank God, the ink was enough.
By the time I was compiling the pages, I saw the ink next to my elbow - which is very near to the printer.
It was stupid.Very stupid.

Then I rushed to grab proper cloth to submit the report and accidently bump to so-not-HSE-builded drawer. Another reason to say faul word.
We rushed to kopetro and binding it.
We finally submit the report and REALLY thanks to Mr. Afzul/Azful for kindly waiting for us till 6pm.
He said "Ish korang ni, saye baru nk amek air smayang. Nasib baik."
Haha.

After went out from the office, me and my roomate was jumping happily - for real!
hahaha.You bet how suffer we are few hours before that :))

Now, I hope, (I think all of us) that FYP really ends soon.
Few of my post are talking about FYP.
And I hope the next post about FYP is about the end of it :P

Btw, Leo made a new friend from Study Table region.
Leo's from Sleeping Bed region :P

Is there any other higher place to hang?
Eh, why are you smiling?
You are dying, remember?
You supposed to show sad face, Leo.
Aih..
Ok, I get what you mean.

- SMILE even everything is letting you down

Rachel:    I really get in too deep till i forget which way is up.
Peyton:    The light is always up.

In life if you let it
You can always come to a reasons to give up
But if you dont
You might just find love in a place you never imagine

In a relationship or
In your work or
In your children
What ever it is
You dont give up on it

And if you dont get it
Well..
you might find something better

Ps:

Its okay to feel hopeless when you come to dead end.
I learned that everything that you put on it (even the slightest effort) will bring joys at the end of the journey.
Although it is not what you want but at least you never give up.

Oh, btw..
I made Leo kill himself because obviously I cannot kill myself.
At least he never dies.

Pss:

5 weeks and counting :D
Will upload Leo's pic of killing himself later.
You know why - UTP's network +++++.